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I was once accused of being an object maker.
I agree and would take the accusation further and say that I am obsessed with
certain objects: corsage and sewing pins, fine bone china teacups and silver
flatware, hoop shirts and other ladies undergarments. I have an intense
attraction to their formal qualities and the cultural baggage that they carry,
which allow me to focus on issues of the domestic realm, personal choice and
class structure.
I enjoy playing with scale within my work. As the everyday
object grows it dwarfs the viewer, allowing the viewer to rethink
the object in front of them. I enjoy making myself a child
again, awed and wanting to touch whatever is in front of me. I
try to combine this child-like joy with the idea of confection—something
which is created for pleasure---always using materials, colors
and marks that draw one in, let them indulge. Currently,
the work owns aesthetic layers of Victorian undergarments and
prudishness peppered with the gaudiness of the Vaudeville stage. This
theatrical quality has become essential, in my mind, allowing
the work to be taken satirically and truly indulged in. I
regularly image collect from the areas of theater, fashion and
circus and carnival history.
My recent artistic work revolves around the performative aspects
of life. We take on roles daily—wearing the right
costume and acting as we should. I try to expose the heart
of my roles in society, using a variety of media and imagery
to lay out the habits within my own life. As I moved through
life and academia, I collected more roles. At each step
I have had to learn a new act, new lines and a new set of rules. The
juggling of these roles has begun to look more and more death-defying,
a test of wills.
We are all extreme multi-taskers, trying to be leaders, mothers,
daughters, teachers, sisters, spouses, friends, artists, business
people—all at the same time. I was once told that
living in an earlier American era was essentially easier—simply
because there were less options for life to choose from. Choice,
change—this is where the potential for the most personal
and social growth lies. But change is also mired in the
most fear. Within these daily roles we take on, we must always
be aware of and question their underlying script, the compulsory
habits within them. This is the only way that cultural
evolution can take place. In The Universe in a Single
Atom: The Convergence of Science and Spirituality, His Holiness
the Dalai Lama expresses that the institutions of man, including
religion, must evolve as man does so that they may continue to
keep us compassionately motivated to one another. We, as
members of the artistic institution, are responsible for the
criticism of culture. Our role is to spur on evolution.
My life is at its core artistic. I need to create novelty—to
break my own habits. I need to find the energy between
myself and other makers and thinkers; myself and people on a
whole. I have faith in the powerful and positive force
of making. It has created and saved me, and sharing this
essential idea with my students and fellow citizens fuels me
through my days. |